Sorry guys its been such a long time since i blogged. Ive been really busy, I went home for a little while and visited work, didnt feel like home though felt different, hung out with some friends. loved it! The only think chemo wise is thats killing me is that im constantly tired, take alotta naps, no energy sometimes, although when i see someones name on my phone god, it gets my heart rushing. Like a little kid. Im nervous for chemo next friday but, that always makes me nervous. So keep pushing through. I'm to a point that it sunk it that I know i have cancer(took some time didnt it) now I am taking every opportunity, every gift as a new thing, as a new price of life.
But living is a constant reminder of cancer, and vice versa, every time I put my hand through my hair haha, i mean on my bald head it reminds me, but also tells me that things gets better have been getting better and will continue to do so.
I'm more optimistic now then I have been before, more full of joy, and full of love because of this experiance, its quite life changing.
On the other hand, my next post will explain the bone marrow biospy and aspiration i had in the past, it will explain exactly whats happened and how it felt because i did get a lot of questions about that. and please if you have any questions yourself, please mail me or post Id be happy to answer. Better knowing then not ya know!!
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