Something so Right?

Have you ever been grateful for some terrible things in your life that got you to where you are right now?  Have you ever felt that without this that happened to me I would have been touched by someone, something  so amazing.  You feel like you want to through all the rules out the window and just take what you have been missing your whole life and didnt know it.  Thats how I feel, thats what I'm going to do,  I am so sure of how I feel or what I feel about this you dont even know.