For the first time since I was diagnosed, I felt like a healthy person. I seem to think that dealing with cancer has got to be more mental then anything, although honestly if hasn't sunk it yet. It just amazing to spend time with a person who doesnt demand items or want items to be given or stuff to be done to hang out, to just be passionate to just spend time. I felt normal!!! and all i did was talk to a few friends and a #goddess. Although i still deal with the what i call the aftermath of chemo, and the aftermath of my actions and some previous peoples actions(you know who you are.... i see you! Leave a comment, its anon! ) Im to a point where I am happy with everyhing and can face anything no problem. I will have better videos friday of chemo if my blood counts are okay(they monitor your blood to see if they get so low you can get sick really easy so they could stop it, but not me Im superman.!)
<3 to all, and love to you!
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