Today, is pretty Crazy day, started out talking on the phone with my boss, told her everything thats going on (Nancy) and she was very caring and supportive. So basically slept until about now pretty much, very very tired and fatigued today. Downloaded a bunch of movies but didn't even watch one, I gotten woken up by a phone call, my case thingie I have been dealing with it at work has been handed over to a federal investigator. Hopefully s/he sees it like a sane person, and not like everyone else there ,hopefully he sees she waited 13 days for that, that absolutely doesn't make sense. Then they can address the hopelessness i feel and the dread that i feel every time i walk into that place about losing my job and my life if that happens, I cant afford what Im going through without my insurance. But lets talk about something happy. For those of you that read this because its my experience with lymphoma , check out www.lls.org its an amazing website and they have a had to Young Americans With Cancer on tuesdays at 830 its a great place and you get to meet a lot of people with. There is also i2y.org really good information and resources to people with cancer from 10-39 i think. Pretty Amazing stuff out there.
One thing in i2y.org shopping cart caught my attention, and has been my focus since being diagnossed, they keep wanting me to go into remission just one thing, REMISSION IS NOT A CURE. Grrrr.. I want to spend my free time, donate my extra money so that one day, a 28 year old whos diagnosed with NHL , can be told hey, no problem, we'll do this, this , this and your done.
Dreams can Happen Right?
YES! Dreams CAN happen....and I will be there with you every step of the way!
ReplyDelete