Today has been a bad day for me, I believe that this disease is effecting me mentally, I am getting so fucking angry, and its hard not to snap at people. I dont know what my options are, i hate taking the fucking pills they give me because it makes me totally fucking stupid, unable to think and concentrate. WTF is with the fucking disease. Its sad that people much younger then I have to deal with this, we have children going through bone marrow aspirations and biopsy, which I must say is some of the most extreme pain i have ever felt in my life. and then people in washington want to cut 1.6 billion dollars for cancer research to stop suffering that affects so many people so many families. Its extremely dishearting to have to see that to deal with that, that if we put the money in research and healthcare as we do attack ads, or as we give tax breaks to oil companies that earn record profits every year and still costs me 50 bucks for fill up a 9 gallon tank. WTF is wrong with us, i guess its because they expect dying people to be dead by the next election.
Getting off my soap box, and I apologize that this wasnt a more substantive post.
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