Rapunzel Rapunzel are those extensions? if not let your hair down.

Sorry guys its been such a long time since i blogged. Ive been really busy, I went home for a little while and visited work, didnt feel like home though felt different, hung out with some friends. loved it! The only think chemo wise is thats killing me is that im constantly tired, take alotta naps, no energy sometimes, although when i see someones name on my phone god, it gets my heart rushing.  Like a little kid. Im nervous for chemo next friday but, that always makes me nervous.  So keep pushing through.  I'm to a point that it sunk it that I know i have cancer(took some time didnt it) now I am taking every opportunity, every gift as a new thing, as a new price of life.

But living is a constant reminder of cancer, and vice versa, every time I put my hand through my hair haha, i mean on my bald head it reminds me, but also tells me that things gets better have been getting better and will continue to do so.

I'm more optimistic now then I have been before, more full of joy, and full of love because of this experiance, its quite life changing. 

On the other hand, my next post will explain the bone marrow biospy and aspiration i had in the past, it will explain exactly whats happened and how it felt because i did get a lot of questions about that.  and please if you have any questions yourself, please mail me or post Id be happy to answer.  Better knowing then not ya know!!

Wow

Even The Puppy Feels it Too.

When I started this I figured , oh yea it might help some people , and its mostly for the people I know if they want to know how I'm feeling,  But I'm getting visits from Warren, Austintown to Chicago to Nevada, Missouri, Mason, Hawaii and Greece. Its kind of an amazing I think, that some of my words can help other people cope, my laugh(although I'm not that funny, I wish I was).  But onward to why I'm posting today, today seems like a very normal day besides the bone pain and it feels like my scalp is on fire, but that is normal, it normally happens before the hair falls out all over the place and can happen for a few days. Its stranger then fiction. I feel like I should be in one of the commercials for head and shoulders, does you hair feel hot and try, i just want to scream I feel it tingling I do., But i am starting to also feeling like tingling in my feet that doesn't go away, like your feet are constantly asleep, I'm waiting to fall down to make a complete ass out of myself, which I hope someone gets a video of. And I was thinking , for the people who have no idea what chemo is actually, I want to video tape each important part with my tablet then I will upload them here I can explain in each detail what has happened. 


Please Share with your friends, comment, maybe it will help someone, maybe someone you share it to has questions that i have answers to. You never know..

Thanks for hearing me out once again.