"Who did you hair like that" --"my insurance", Winning!

Yes, that very comment came out of some strangers mouth today, I just had to laugh.  I shaved my head a few days ago but starting yesterday other hair on my body started coming out in chunks. Yay, Im going to be the biggest 10 year old boy anyone has ever seen.  But today seems to be a decent day, I;m having quite a bit of trouble though with my leg, it apparently is my system adjusting to one less lymph node. It like an extreme tightening feeling and i am see some swelling but its normal .  I am thinking about videotaping my next chemo, well not the whole thing because the process takes eight effin hours, but each part each drug, to give people an idea what they are going through with rchop, because not knowing first hand it was a killer, you walk into this room, and see this chair that vaguely looks like an electric chair, or something they strap you into when they give you lethal injection.  The first thought in you head is like what the fuck did I get myself into and start scoping for the nearest exit. I just pretend during chemo that a spider is going to bite me and I turn in to Spider Man, and go around fight crime, or that they are injecting me with antimatium and I will turn into wolverine and have pretty awesome claws that will never allow me to get on a plane again.  Ehhh But its just poison injected into my body for a specific thing one to stop stop cell division the other is to kill the cells.   But my lovely imagination can take me anywhere,  its in a (comic)book, i can be anything , chemo rainbow... :P